$20 Amazon Card Giveaway (Celebrating 20 Videos Published)

Friends. I’ve just been so freaking happy lately.

I’m starting to get into the flow of things working on Moon Base MGTOW, and my self confidence is obviously going through the roof since I’m having so much fun I even dropped a rap freestyle video recently.

And so, I’m deciding to share some of the happiness with you by doing this giveaway.

It should honestly be the other way around at this point, because the Brave Browser Rewards system has shit the bed since the lock down started, so I haven’t been able to receive any tips or passive BAT for three months. I also make pennies per article on Publish0x.

But hey, I didn’t get in this for the money. MGTOW is censored and banned subject matter these days. I absolutely create content first and foremost for myself anyway, as I often do re-read and re-watch my own content when I’m feeling stuck or drifting off the path.

However, I want to thank you as a participant in my content because it’s given me an opportunity to share, and generosity is a great feeling. Not only that, but I also learn a lot from you when you comment, and that is exactly the type of atmosphere I wanted to create, in which my content was engaging enough for you to share your experience and allow me to learn as well.

I decided to make content because I felt my thoughts were too profound to just be another unheard voice in the crowd in some other content creator’s comment section. My channel is definitely growing, with 150+ subscribers across five platforms now, but seriously I am satisfied with just one comment on each of my projects, because I only wanted to carve out a corner for myself where I could be heard, and I’m so glad you chose to work with me here.

Alright, onto the rules of the giveaway!


Rules for the Giveaway

Since this is a celebration for publishing 20 videos on  BitChuteYouTube, and MGTOW.TV, the way to win lies somewhere within my videos.

In all content after the “How Big John Saved MGTOW” video, I have been placing secret messages within the videos.

If you find one, you can find them all, since I implement them the same way each time.

Simply find your favorite one and email me at themonk@moonbasemgtow.com to enter the raffle.

I will announce the winner when I publish the official celebration video when I respond to all the comments I’ve gotten so far since the last one. However, I always write them out first, so you’ll know time is winding down when the script for that is published first.

I might actually try to livestream the event as well. It’s about time I learned how to do that. The last celebration was 42 minutes long and my poor “only for work” laptop barely had enough memory to save it. We’ll see.

So there it is! I wish you luck in finding the hidden messages, and look forward to seeing your name in the raffle!

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I’ll see you on the Far Side… – Monk Moon Base

Just Dropped My First Freestyle

If you’ve been following my YouTube, BitChute, and MGTOW.tv channels, you would have learned I’m a huge fan of Chad Marco’s music, as well as the review I did of the Robot Music Vol.9002 Mixtape.

He released a new instrumental two days ago, and I started practicing some free-styling:

Been in the lab / Cooking it up / I don’t know how / Long I’ve been up

The next day, there were very few work hours for my contract job, so I was recording some audio for my videos, and managed to write a few more lines in between. Eventually, I was inspired enough to just go into my closet and record the whole thing.

I have Audacity audio software, but barely know how to use it. Thankfully, before uploading I took a break and came back to it, and managed to at least add some reverb! (I wish my production quality was as clean as my thumbnails, damn lol)

I think it’s a decent first baby step for my rap career, but I feel I will be way better if I were rapping over my own tracks. It’s definitely something I would like to learn in the future, as I also want to collaborate with Chad Marco (our duo album will be called Virgin Son Chad Moon).

But at the moment, I don’t really have the privacy I would prefer to dish out the explicit lyrics and topics I’d like to cover, and I also have way too many hobbies already. That said, I already have some lyrics ready for another Chad Marco beat, so that’ll come out eventually.

I think my channel is already eclectic enough with my inclusion of health and fitness, as well as productivity/self-help topics. But I think my lyrical content will actually be relevant to common themes in the manosphere, so it should be somewhat appropriate to sprinkle my productions around the channel, especially if I’m using voice samples from popular MGTOW creators like Thinking Ape.

But that’s enough talk. I had a lot of fun making this, and it’s really made me laugh throughout the day, especially reciting the last verse, so I hope you can give it a listen.

See you on the Far Side…

1 Year Celibacy Update – 98 Days Remaining

I have chosen no better time than now to already have been in celibate monk mode for the past several months now, as the lifestyle has served as training for what life would become during lock down before it actually happened. However, I wouldn’t say my practice has completely insulated me from the social distancing side effects.

In fact, I feel more obligated to restart my social life to make up for the great blow dealt to the pyschosphere from this quarantine suppressing our humanity.

Yes, I do appreciate solitude, but I know for a fact that tensions and desires have been pressurizing as we eagerly wait for the return to normal human interactions, especially the romantic kind. I almost don’t want to miss that initial wave of thirst when the flood gates open.

But as a MGTOW in Monk Mode, the method of determining the next direction of my life isn’t that simple.

While the average person had their social life forcibly removed, and therefore feels like something is missing, I voluntarily replaced my social life with my work and personal achievements long ago. Getting back into dating and socializing after such a long time will actually result in a trade-off or loss, as less work, money, and progress will be made.

If I was still watching TV and playing video-games, it would be very easy to just say I am simply replacing some of my previous pastimes with dating. But lately, my main hobby has been to work on Moon Base MGTOW, and any spare time after that is left for exercise and self-study.

“If a man has already identified that he will not extend any long-term commitments to any woman, then there is truly nothing of lasting value that can be created through your relationships with women. Short-term dating thus becomes another form of cheap entertainment.”

Creativity Is Leisure: Why You Should Consume Only What You Intend To Create

That said, this hardcore focus is quite recent, and I have no idea how permanent this new found logic truly is. It was only a little over 30 days ago that my binge watching of Gurren Laggan caused me to have a nocturnal emission , and if you look at the picture below, I don’t think I need to explain why I was so interested in the show.

A failure to properly sublimate my dissatisfaction and desires led me to engaging in escapism.

After the Yoko incident, I chose more wholesome anime, but still consumed it for a slightly similar reason. Over the last month, I have binge watched around 300 episodes of Naruto, with the urgency stemming from wanting to get to the end of the series and the start of its sequel, Boruto, as the romance between the main character and a love interest is finally resolved with them marrying and having children.

I was not interested in watching the filler episodes this time, but the only ones I would have sat through were the ones with Naurto and Hinata, so I actually searched YouTube for a compilation of all their exchanges so I wouldn’t miss out on anything. One of the YouTube comments said “I wish Hinata was real.”, and I really resonated with that, I must admit.

But fast forward to today, I haven’t watched the show in over a week, and gaming feels like a chore. Every time a thought of being leisurely comes to mind, I counter it with a possibility that I could instead squeeze in more productivity.

The same sexual energy I had to keep pressing “Play Next” for Naruto is now what I use to power through my quota hours and push out more creative content across my websites. And it almost feels like I’m just getting started. I haven’t hit the wall yet, and I just might stay in Monk Mode.

But I can’t say that I can attribute all of my recent success to suppressing my sex drive, but in fact it is because of my sex drive that I am so successful.

“But maybe, at the back of my mind, I know things are only going this well because at the end of it all, I still desire the whole carrot... All my debts will be paid off and I’ll have my own space. I’ll have more money and free time to date.

So, if I start running any faster, or my goal seems to be getting closer, it’s only because I’ve gotten hornier, and hungrier.

INTO THE DEPTHS OF DESIRE – DRY FASTING + NO FAP HARD MODE/MONK

Indeed, I am trying my absolute best to crash into the wall of my productivity so that I finally do have an excuse to take a night off and go out dating every once in a while. But as I’ve said, it’s not that easy to do that as a MGTOW.

I’m not sure if it’s because I’ve been influenced by hanging out too long in MGTOW circles that I want to appear to be super logical about my social situation, or that it truly is a genuine feeling of self-guilt that I’ll receive if I’m not making a giant dent in the universe everyday with the maximum amount of progress towards my goals.

But unfortunately it’s even more than that; My head has never been more clear these days and I’m the most focused I’ve ever been.

Even though I considered signing up for some dating apps recently to have something already set up when the lock down is over, the time I would spend browsing and chatting would be reminiscent of my previous wasteful habits infinitely scrolling through social media. I’m already so close to kicking my YouTube habit as well, as I have the ability to refresh the video feed on there too which results in small time sinks.

Essentially, the puzzle is, now that I’ve cultivated such a magnificent focus, should I continue building on it or can I safely divert my attention? Can more self-knowledge be attained right now through simply observing but not engaging with my desires, or is a social/dating life really a dimension worth exploring at this time?

I’m not sure yet, but I’m so thankful I still have 98 more days to figure it all out.

I’ll see you on the Far Side… – Monk Moon Base


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41 Articles Celebration: Responding To Comments!

It’s that time again!

I now have a total of five platforms I publish my content on, so that’s five times the chance for more comments. I’ll be shouting out and responding to all of them here, even if I replied already. I’ll also provide some extra backstory to some of the articles referenced here as well, so you’re not just scrolling through everyone just to get to yours.

Let’s go.

Simple Comments

First thing’s first, got to shout out Philskie1. He was the first comment right after my 10 Videos, 25 Articles celebration video, and then he came back to hype me up on Fears of Leaving Monk Mode. I haven’t published any videos since last month, and I’m not happy about that, so now that I’m at 41 articles, I think I’ll make a better effort to also catch my videos up in number.

I’ll be back soon, and I hope you’re still around! Thank you Philskie1.

Primalties liked my Minimalism and Mental Mobility video, and so did Brian K Leaks. Maybe I should have asked why they were so intrigued and thankful for the video. I hope you guys see this and let me know! Thank you.

Funny Comments

WHY ARE YOU AN IDIOT left me a very beautiful poem on my Only Dating For Status video. I’m quite speechless from it actually, thank you.

I think Smart Halaya is another one of those types that comment without actually watching the video, which sucks because Is There More To Life? is one of my favorite videos!

But anyway, he did leave some pretty funny clips about how Muslim husbands keep their wives in check and how Islam supports it. Also, the censorship isn’t malicious in this case, I think it’s fair for the algorithm to be suspicious of comments containing too many links. Be mindful of that guys! Thanks.

Article Comments

Most of my comments come from my video channels, so before I get to them I’d like to highlight some feedback from my blog sites since we are celebrating the progress made there after all. These comments are from Publish0x, a new blogging website that pays you in crypto for reading and writing articles! I’ve been backing up all my content there, and slightly revising the stories as I go.

Two Questions To End Old Habits

Yep, I don’t think kids will be able to look that far into the future as I advise. (What is the end goal of this action?). The only problem I have with kids playing video games nowadays is that iPads and phones give off too much EMF radiation. I at least grew up with brothers, so we were able to play with toys or make-believe if we didn’t play any vidya, but with the low birth rate we have these days there are lots of kids growing up alone, and that’s kind of boring.

I did play way too many video games when I was younger though. In middle school, I played so much Monster Hunter in gym class, my school was shocked when I was on the winning relay race team that won us a trophy. Then I got XBox Live in high school, and I didn’t even learn how to play basketball until after I got kicked out of college.

If I could go back though, I would still keep the games, but cut back on academics and increase sports. Being valedictorian was pretty good, but honestly I could have been a track-and-field star and have gone to a good college on scholarship anyway.

Game design and fiction is all I have now. I hope I can be a genius in that field too, otherwise, I’ve completely squandered my life and am supremely fucked! Haha!

Thank you Aerials.

It’s Harder To Come Out As Bisexual Rather Than Gay

It’s funny how Snarfy thought no one would reply. I should be having that fear! This article actually got two downvotes, so I’m the one who needs to be thankful.

Who knows how far back the LGBT goes in history and evolution, but if we do live in a sick society today because it’s so prevalent now, I would at least like LGBT to be treated as a symptom of society’s said sickness, rather than a cause for it. Also, I’m sure these pro-natal religious breeders have never considered the exponential growth of the human population. That’s the real sickness. I don’t think many people realize they should be grateful some people are pairing off into genetic dead ends.

Thanks again, Snarfy.

Why I Quit Medium.com And Think The Site Will Die

My most upvoted and most tipped story on Publish0x!

I honestly could have made a go-of-it on Medium. Two of my articles actually got over 2k views. But the site was just becoming a dumpster fire. One of the last writers I followed knew it was just a numbers game and would publish multiple times a day, recycling a lot of content.

I also never mentioned the political bias on that website (obviously social justice left-leaning folks there), and that’s another tell tale for the longevity of the website. But the Attention-Based approach I have here on my site with the Brave Browser and on Publish0x is the way of the future anyway.

I hated the subscription feature on Medium from the start. Thanks woodenwookie.

Stand Alone Comments

There was a misunderstanding here, as all my uploads on MGTOW.tv were accidentally behind a paywall. It was pretty cool for him to call me out for it and show some curiosity on what I had to offer because it let me know about that problem, so I really appreciate this one here.

My content should always be free, but I do have some ideas for crowdfunded content in the future. In the meantime though, if you ever have a topic you would like me to cover in both article and video format, you may kindly buy me a coffee at Ko-fi.com.

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The standard price is $3, but hey, people pay more for about 30 seconds on the TFM show, so I think it doesn’t hurt to ask. It’s only there for the people that really love me anyway, and extra sweat and research will go into any commissioned work.

Anyway, thank you SentientVerity!

Well, I don’t know much about the crimes of Warren Buffet, and should ask to be enlightened on that matter. He can’t be worse than George Soros, right?

Speaking of enlightenment, I too have some thoughts on nihilism and this pandemic.

Sneak Peek: I think the article will be called On The Surface of the Soul, which was teased in my last article as well. But I think I’ll write it after this whole thing blows over. I hate bandwagons.

Thank you BlackPilledBeltMonkkido

I love helping people too, too much, actually. People should really be careful about telling me their goals, because I would actually be there to help them and make sure they see it through.

Working in food and retail killed any chance of me becoming a simp. Some places only the men were required to work the stock room, and yet the women would get the same pay as us. A supermarket I worked at was quite egalitarian though, and I always reminded the women there that we had eqaul pay anytime they wanted me to do their work for them.

By the way, I like Blue Moon and Guinness personally, but I can say Natural Ice and Golden Monkey are two beers that have hurt me haha. Thank you VulcanCannon!

*Rubs hands* Okay!

TFM was the man that got me into MGTOW, actually, after his episode on the Red Man Group (which I was a fan of at the time). I couldn’t argue against his logic and have been going my own way ever since. Months later, the Red Man Group started shaming men with sex dolls, and didn’t even have the balls to invite TFM again. Truly a pathetic group.

I’m no TFM fanboy though. It seems like he keeps repeating himself because he produces so much content, along with Sandman. I personally enjoy Sandman because he can see the future, literally with his pre-cognitive dreaming, but also because he’s always theorizing about the next trends, and he got me on the Brave Browser, which has worked out well.

I’ve checked the archives here and there on that MGTOW Mount Rushmore you mentioned. I still actively watch Stardusk but he’s a bit long-winded sometimes. My favorite MGTOW today are Happy Humble Hermit, Renegade #1, Ronin Man (wild card) and Red Pill on Steroids. RIP Kurama/Itachi Reloaded

Thanks OldWolf207.

Yes, I agree. My MGTOW way is to make every effort to keep yourself unbound. Self-sufficiency is one of the ultimate goods.

Thank you mgtow lucid dream. Dope username.

And Speaking of MGTOW is freedom….

Big John

Mr X. calls Big John a cheap suit, and BlackPilledBeltMonkkido says John is a Champion of MGTOW. Interesting.

Honestly, I never really watched any of Big John’s content, I just used that one segment for my arguement against Rollo Tomassi’s article. But I think Mr. X is another guy who comments without actually watching the video though.

SilentVerity is back with a very sobering speech on the state of affairs in the manosphere. I never understood why Rollo Tomassi and the RMG would rag on RSD. I suppose it’s just marketing on their end, but to us MGTOW, there’s no difference between them. Even before I was MGTOW I started to notice that there were a few guys in these groups that were logical and wanted a simple life, and these PUA teachers are setting them up for consumerism and sex addiction, and nowadays, divorce and false rape accusations.

No thanks.

We’re going our own way. Thanks guys.

Productivity

I’ve got a treat for you guys. I managed to get mindrapeart to divulge all his resources and routines to pull off the 10+ hours of work he claims to complete daily.

Personally though, I realized I don’t want the extra edge that badly. I feel like any performance enhancements is just stealing from your own body in some way. I’d much rather try to cultivate a force from within, David Goggins style.

I worked nearly seven hours straight today, and it’s been quite satisfying constantly evaluating my progress and finally developing a strategy that keeps me working for so long, and I’m getting better everyday. But, the advice is here for all of you if you want to try-hard it.

mgtow is monk and I have some career goals in common, but I’m really unsure if I will return to college. That said, I think I’m leaning more towards the higher salary jobs now, since we can apparently retire on $200k in south east asia, I might as well take the fastest track to getting to that. But I don’t qualify for financial aid so, it’s doubtful. I might at least try to finish my associates and call it a night.

Thanks guys.

No Fap and Semen Retention

I believe it’s Day 81 on No Fap right now, and Day 36 for my sub-streak of No Porn. Hope you’re doing well Zeal.

Also, Crazy Diamond has come to the same realizations I have, that despite the incredible draw from our sex drive, there is still a deeper dissatisfaction within us that doesn’t allow us to control it. I too have experienced the over-consumption of other vices to cover up my desire to watch naked bodies slamming together.

But now, my sensual dispositions are so much clearer to me. I hope you’ve read Into The Depths of Desire – Dry Fasting + No Fap Hard Mode/Monk to get the full scoop.

You’ve made it this far, so you deserve my real secrets. The deepest red pills I could gather from my fellow companions here.

I demonstrate to X-51 that I only arrive to my esoteric beliefs through logical reasoning. I’ve already left one fairy tale religion, I’m not just going to switch factions.

But we end the responses with Aerials comment, which backs me up and even offers the female perspective on the practice. It was really validating to see this, because this practice is so esoteric, it’s just nice to see another person outside of the circles I study in also confirm that I’m not completely insane for following it. So thank you, Aerials.

Break Incoming

Like I said, I think I should start catching up my videos, as I only have 14 right now.

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Thanks for everything guys, and I ‘ll see you on the Far Side…

Monk Moon Base

Into The Depths of Desire – Dry Fasting + No Fap Hard Mode/Monk

I’ve been Playing on the Hardest Difficulty on my diet and especially on No Fap, which I’ve recently hit a major check point on past the 30 day mark.

Technically, the last PMO was 79 days ago, but the reason why I’m highlighting this particular 34 day streak is because I completely cut out all intentional viewing of sexual imagery. Yes, that even includes avoiding Twitch thots and YouTube click bait.

Sandman is lucky I already followed his channel before all the sex propaganda he has in his videos now.

But the goal of all this isn’t to deny my sexuality. I haven’t taken any vows of celibacy. This is simply a fast from stimulating my sexual desire for a 90-day reboot.

I believe absence does make the heart grow fonder, and I want to know how strong my desire is, and if there truly is something deeper underneath it all.

We’re too overstimulated to know what we really want anymore. Any moment of silence and introspection is smothered each time we refresh the News Feed. Our mental diets are now dictated by the algorithm. We’re procrastinating from being assigned responsibility for our own lives.

Only when we are fasted and deprived can we truly know what’s meaningful and necessary. It’s the only way we can shed ourselves of everything that is artificial.

Of course when you first start fasting or dieting you will settle for any form of sustenance no matter its quality to return you back to equilibrium. But as you persevere, you gain focus and discipline. Former habits and temptations become trivial.

Practicing intentional control over food and sex is in fact a red pill.

I struggled for so long to get past 30 days on the Keto diet because I would miss the taste of my favorite junk foods, but the longer I practiced Keto, the more I realized I was only initiated by the years of good memories and neural pathways associated with the food, and derived less and less actual satisfaction from the foods themselves overtime. By now, with over six months of strict practice under my belt, I’m repulsed just by the smell of certain snacks I used to enjoy. I don’t even have to look at the labels to talk myself out of them anymore. Sugar and high-carb has become the Blue Pill.

I hope I can be able to say the same about porn, masturbation, and mainstream sex as well, but it’s just too soon to tell. In fact, suppressing my sexuality actually interfered with my diet, as I found myself overeating and consuming more entertainment media than usual just to hide from it.

I honestly would not recommend someone focusing on taming both their food and sex drives at once like I am, but like I said, the hardest difficulty encourages the most growth at the fastest rate.Play On The Hardest Difficulty – MGTOW, No Fap and Semen Retention

At first, I actually regretted working on both fasting and No Fap at the same time, but now I’m quite grateful, as I appreciate food a lot more now, making the roars of my sex drive more quiet these days.

“Food just passes through you, in the same way sex passes through you. It’s just a biological drive. However, the difference is that food is more of a necessity than sex. Without food you may die. But you can survive just fine without an orgasm.” – 30 Days of No-Fap – Road to Self-Mastery

The more disciplined I become in my control of sex, the less I need to hide from it. But with fewer activities left to pass the time and compensate, the closer I get to the core of things, and the root of my dissatisfaction and desire.


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Into The Depths of Desire

Throughout all these years, I never realized how deeply I retreated into porn to cover up or escape my emotions.

During this most recent No Fap streak, I believe I truly got to the root of my dissatisfaction with my life.

My earlier notes discussed this idea of a need for “relief“, which most likely refers to relief from the work and stress I’m going through trying to become debt-free and move out into my own apartment. However, my current income as well as the high rent prices in NYC make that very difficult.

So, to escape this, I obviously need to put in more hours at my day job, and invest in a side business such as this blog, for additional income and mobility. But with the amount of money that has to be saved and paid toward my debts, I can’t help but feel like I’m just spinning my wheels. I can only chase the carrot for so long without any reinforcement to keep going.

That’s why I’m willing to call myself an incel right now, because I do not have the time nor mental wherewithal to date, nor the money (if I’m being responsible) for an “express date” (escort).

So, essentially, I needed to come up with some scheme that would offer some incentive and satisfaction in the interim to keep the engine running at high efficiency until I get to my goal.

But to make matters worse, I was also experimenting with alternate day all-day dry fasting, which means I would have one day of regular feeding and the next day completely without food or water.

“Is There More To Life Than Just Food and Sex?”

Yes, there is.

As I laid there resting from my work, hungry, thirsty, and horny, I experienced real lethargy knowing I would not see any relief to any of my biological needs at this time, and that I had to power through my work for no other reason than it being the most logical thing to do.

I had finally reached the final form of all my training: I became a stoic machine that does only what is necessary. But without any sensory pleasures, life had become so bleak, even my greatest dissatisfaction from not being alone began to fade in the background.

I realized I needed a distraction if I aimed to continue with any more work. If I am a machine, then my battery must be passion, and I did not have enough passion towards my job or my main objective to power through this depleted and deprived state. The little bit of effort I already put in was enough.

If I knew there was a light at the end of the tunnel, I’d keep running through the darkness, but my work breaks were just time to rest my mind until getting back into more work. I had nothing to look forward to, and it made work even harder to get through.


I actually already answered in the article what it was exactly that was more in life than food and sex. It was Spirituality, Philosophy, Science, and Art.

I particularly relied on Art to get me through these food-and-sexless times, especially video games, and it’s actually quite incredible how heavily invested I can become in the hobby.

I almost teared up actually, when I was hit with nostalgia for Pokemon. After struggling for so long with porn addiction, I was so happy to know that I could still be enthralled by wholesome things like video-games and rediscovering my childhood.

I’ve been playing more video-games lately, which is why I published two stories related to Fallout 4 recently. I would power through my work harder than ever just to have enough spare time to play.


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Will I Remain In Monk Mode?

In one of my more profound early writings, Finding The Wall: Plateaued Productivity and Leaving Monk Mode, I meditated on productivity and what limits I would have to hit in order to consider leaving the state.

This experiment has enlightened me that to perform work I must have compensation and resources. Genuine work like creating art asks for very little in return, but my menial day job requires a lot of hand-holding. The monetary compensation is very low, the tasks are monotonous, but it offers me at-home comfort, so I’ve settled with it.

The paradox of desperation is that it motivates me to take action, but also adds stress that decreases my satisfaction.

My desperation to move out has been great, but not enough to consider sacrificing with more student loan debt or a normie job on the outside world. Therefore, I’m only pushing myself as hard as the proportion of satisfaction I’m getting in return.

Even if the horse chases harder initially to get the entire carrot, it will run out of incentive and energy eventually unless you feed it small pieces of carrot along the way.

That said, I have stripped my dopamine system down to its core so that just the pleasant thought of eating one of my simple meals with an episode of anime is enough to get me out of bed and straight to work in the morning. I can forget about sex completely if I can sublimate it with creative expression, and I’ve gamified my accounting to give every day of work more impact.

But maybe, at the back of my mind, I know things are only going this well because at the end of it all, I still desire the whole carrot. I know my gut will be healed one day and I can safely eat sugar again. All my debts will be paid off and I’ll have my own space. I’ll have more money and free time to date.

So, if I start running any faster, or my goal seems to be getting closer, it’s only because I’ve gotten hornier, and hungrier.

However, there is a notable portion of my desire dedicated to the fact that more time, space, and money will massively benefit my creative efforts. I could record so much more audio for my videos with an empty house, and could afford commissioning art work for my fictional works. But for now, the acquisition of sensory pleasures, along with our need to avoid pain, must be the basic formula for all human achievement.

But beware, my friends. If we dive any deeper than this, I think we will approach the surface of the soul.

See you on the Far Side… – Monk Moon Base

“Epicureanism argued that pleasure was the chief good in life. Hence, Epicurus advocated living in such a way as to derive the greatest amount of pleasure possible during one’s lifetime, yet doing so moderately in order to avoid the suffering incurred by overindulgence in such pleasure. Emphasis was placed on pleasures of the mind rather than on physical pleasures. Unnecessary and, especially, artificially produced desires were to be suppressed.” – Epicureanism Wikipedia


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The Virtue of Youth: Brahmacharya, and The “Jeff Goldblum” Method

The deeper I go into Monk Mode, the more I lose the fear I mentioned having in Finding The Wall.

I was afraid when I first started Monk Mode.

I was afraid that I would find toiling away in solitude more preferable to socializing in mainstream society, and that I would find some knowledge, whether about myself or about the world, that would never allow me to return to normal everyday relationships with friends, family, and lovers.

Notice how my specific fear was knowledge, because once you know, it’s very difficult to continue living life under the same veil of ignorance; you have a responsibility to change. I have already experienced many red pills: government and politics, news media, female nature, heck even the keto diet.

I didn’t want to lose anymore by taking yet another red pill by observing the behavior of monks and considering prolonged abstinence or celibacy.

“Because you could not find joy, you settled for pleasure. Pleasure is not joy. It’s beautiful, but limited.” – Sadhguru

In this video, Sadhguru explains Brahmacharya, the “Bachelor Student” stage for spiritual practitioners, which is largely associated with its practice of celibacy. It’s a very profound explanation, but what I will take away for this message is the delineation between pleasure and joy. Essentially, pleasure seeking is always the procurement of external stimulus, whereas joy is something achieved from within.

He sums up the celibacy practice as a tool for reaching this inner peace, and it is not needed as a life long vow. The goal is only to become joyful by your own nature, as those who do not walk the path may find themselves attempting to extract joy from others, and relying on them for pleasure.

And it is precisely this reliance on the external that actually bonds you, Sadhguru explains. Naturally, we humans want to escape bondage, and have no problem breaking our unpleasant limitations, but unfortunately we celebrate our pleasant ones, making them much harder to break. Consider how marriage is performed and celebrated, with each partner binding the other with a ring, with death being the only thing to sever the bond.

Another instance is the motto of the Blue Pill man in regards to women: “can’t live with them, can’t live without them.” Clearly, if you respect the path of the monks, you would know this to be untrue. If you no longer want to suffer, there is a joyful path to freeing yourself from your limitations.

I must reiterate that the Bachelor student phase is actually the first of four of the age-based stages called Ashramas. The next three are householder, forest dweller/retiree and renunciation, however, any of the first three can be started at any time interchangeably, or skipped altogether to get to Sannyasa (renunciation).

I need to say this to demonstrate once again that you can graduate from Brahmacharya and become a householder (family man) if that’s what you choose to do. If we substitute the word limitation we used earlier for attachment, then we would be more familiar in Buddhist territory, in which one of the Four Noble Truths explains that not only our cravings are a source of suffering, but also our aversions.

“The other problem pointed out by Buddha here, which is very pertinent, is that denying desire (or depriving oneself) is like denying life itself. A person, he said, has to rise above attachments and for that, he need not deprive himself. The problem arises when he does not know where to put an end to his desires. And when he yields into his desires, he becomes a slave to them.” – Zenlightenment

Rejecting sexuality does not have to be the goal, only non-attachment and discipline towards it. Spiritual science is incredibly thorough, and there are balanced and holy ways of conducting your carnal expressions.


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The Jeff Goldblum Method

So, how does the goofy and glorious Jeff Goldblum fit into all this?

Well, if you haven’t noticed, this article is targeted towards the MGTOW or Red Pill men who still want a family one day. However, those of us who are still very much intent on childless bachelorhood can still use this advice to ward off family members prodding us back onto the plantation.

At 62 years old, Jeff Goldblum conceived his first child with his wife, whom is thirty years his junior, and was blessed with another child two years later. Goldblum was married two times prior to his current wife, but what’s special about it is that there was a whopping 24 years of single life in between his second divorce and his current marriage.

We already know that men hit their peak in the sexual marketplace around age 35-40, and it’s advised to keep spinning plates with women and don’t consider settling down until you get there. My method is to push the settling down age even further, because of Jeff Goldblum and my next idea about The Virtue of Youth.

The Virtue of Youth

Even if you disagree with the sexual marketplace, there is an indisputable biological clock for women that ticks down way faster than it does for men, in terms of sexual reproduction. So, if men can produce healthy children well into their 50’s and 60’s, then there truly shouldn’t be any rush to settle down.

I call it “The Virtue of Youth” because there is an obvious physical difference between the young and the elderly, and I have been contemplating what our youthful strength is meant for. The contemporary strategy is to exhaust your youth on working and saving so that you will have an income in your later years during retirement. If that is a man’s objective, then he is severely hamstringing himself by incorporating the costs of marriage and children before his retirement age. He simply won’t be able to contribute as much to his early investments and receive the most compound interest over the years.

Imagine having 25+ years of work into your career, with no wife and child. You could easily rise up the ranks and have time to pursue your other passions and interests as well. Without a doubt you would be rich and likely famous if you wanted to.

If you then decide to become a householder, you could afford to buy a house in cash, and support a stay-at-home wife and the subsequent children, and continue to supplement your income with a side-business that you have been nurturing over the years. This way, you’ll be able to actually enjoy your marriage and family a lot more than the average husband who is away for most of the day at work trying to keep the lights on.

Getting Your Youth Back

When I first mentioned this method to my family, their first response was unanimously in horror due to the fact that the women at that age wouldn’t be able to produce children. And then they were unanimously in silence when I respond that I just simply need to find a younger woman. The Blue Pill is such a constrained view of the world.

I personally think older people enjoy hanging out with youthful people to an extent. After your youth runs out following this method, it’s only fair and sensible that you also inject more youth into your life by having a younger wife and being surrounded by your children.

The only downsides to this method is that you are pushing the start of your family quite late, and there may be a chance you kick the bucket before you see your grand kids, especially if your sons come out as smart as you are. But hey, you can’t have it all. If you do pass early though, there’s a ton in the will to make sure your family is taken care of.

I personally think following this method will encourage you to stay healthy over the years, as you need to be in optimal health to produce children at later ages and you also want to make sure you stick around to see them grow. The average man is probably beaten down from balancing his work and family over the years and probably resigns in his later years in regards to his health.

But you truly get the best of both worlds with this method. Men who marry early have an uphill battle. If you follow the Jeff Goldblum method, you’re coasting through it all.

MGTOW

Will I adopt this method myself? I don’t think so.

Too many of our greatest thinkers, inventors, and artists were all celibate, and I can’t help but conclude this is the key to their success. The one married man I do admire the most is Marcus Aurelius, but he made the mistake of promoting his son Commodus to emperor, and his son’s subsequent assassination kicked off the Year of the Five Emperors, a period of civil war within Rome. Aurelius, ironically enough, was the last of the “Five Good Emperors” of Rome, a successful dynasty of emperors whom were all adopted.

I believe a man must choose to marry either a woman or the world. If I settled down with a family, then only a small group of people would gain my full attention and resources. But if I marry the world, everyone in it becomes my child. The world and all it’s secrets garners my full potential, in the same way Isaac Newton and Nikola Tesla’s scientific and technological advancements moved the world forward.

The advantage of having a family is that your wealth gets passed on to the people you cared about and invested in to continue your legacy. It would be a shame if all the wealth us MGTOW men are able to accumulate just gets absorbed by the bank after we die.

My plan is to make MGTOW my family. I’m young and broke right now, so it’s just a pipe dream, but if I turn out to have exceptional talent and success, I look forward to starting a fraternity or non-profit organization of sorts of MGTOW men, and when I pass, the money will go to the organization, and not squandered away by any of my blue pill family members.

It’s just too Blue Pill for me to consider genes being the only form of legacy. With every new generation, your contribution to the genetic code gets smaller and smaller over time anyway. And what about your consciousness? Your ideas? Your philosophy? Jesus had no children and became the biggest religion on the planet.

If you care at all about spirituality, you have to believe you are more than just your body. I refuse to rely on my genes and this material world. What if reality was actually an illusion? Then that would mean that we all actually exist as ideas, impressions, and concepts. Therefore, I’d much rather pass down my ideas.

And I don’t even care about leaving a legacy much honestly. Aurelius reminds us in his book Meditations that the people who remember you will also die one day, so there’s no point. Yes, I think even Jesus and Buddha will be forgotten in the grand scheme of human civilization.

Ah! But that’s too much nihilism for you! You’re not ready for that. I’ll stop here.

Whatever you choose to do, I hope it’s done virtuously and consciously, and in your own way.

See you on the Far Side… – Monk Moon Base.


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Waking Up To The Wasteland – Fallout 4 And MGTOW In The Modern Day

At the beginning of Fallout 4, your main character and his wife and child are fortunately spared from a nuclear attack by gaining last-minute entrance into a vault, and are then put to sleep in a Cryo-Pod until the all-clear signal above ground. However, your character wakes up to a nightmare, as he not only witnesses his child being kidnapped, but his wife also being murdered, with no ability to stop it as he watches from his pod.

This ordeal is the same for the formerly asleep blue pill man who wakes up to the reality and necessity of MGTOW: Your children can be taken and used against you through custody and child support laws, and feminism has killed the home-maker wife archetype men of previous ages enjoyed.

In Fallout 4, it was a vault scientist that allowed the kidnapper and murderer in your midst while you slept. And so has The State, slowly chipping away at the everyday rights and interests of man in favor of the now much larger female voter class.

Unlike Fallout, where all of civilization flips on its head in an instant after the bomb was dropped, our civilization has been in a much slower decay, which has confused society to what exactly is the cause of it’s deterioration, especially since remnants of our former peaks still linger.

In Fallout, their culture had been permanently frozen in the 1950’s up until the war (year 2077), and so is the mindset of the Blue Pill man who is still clinging on to the wife-and-kids dreams of old.

That dream has been dead for a long time for the average man, but without anything being as conclusive as a bomb drop, they will venture out into the wasteland never knowing the difference.

Out Of The Vault And Into The Wasteland

The Vault is a symbol for the transformation process a man undergoes after taking the Red Pill. His old life has been completely destroyed, and the new one waiting for him above ground is so detached from anything he used to understand. There are completely new rules, new enemies, and new goals in the wasteland now.

Some men don’t even make it out of the Vault though. The sole survivor in Fallout 4 finds a pistol on a desk. The game doesn’t let you decide, but realistically, a man in that situation, with everything he loved and the life he built taken away from him, would be faced with the hard decision of using the gun either on himself, or as a tool to keep moving forward.

Men taking the Red Pill also face this scenario, experiencing a similar loss, whether directly, through the court system, or indirectly by acknowledging the risks involved and the unbalanced nature of the current laws.

In the Blue Pill paradigm, being a family man is the greatest story ever told, and the men who can’t get out of the depression phase are the ones that found their stories too difficult to re-write.


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But getting out of the Vault is only half the battle. The Red Pill and the wasteland is a new world which requires a new personality. Some men retain their dignity, but many others remain in the Red Pill Rage phase. These are the Raiders or Bad Karma players in Fallout, uninterested in rebuilding their happiness on their own, and instead depend on taking it away from others to survive.

It’s this group of men that give MGTOW a bad name. They claim to have gone their own way, yet the majority of their time is not spent on themselves but on bashing women.

But it’s hard to blame them. After all, nature has mutated and irradiated out in the wasteland. Because of feminism, the modern woman is now radioactive. MGTOW and Red Pill knowledge are like the Rad-X and Rad-Away products in the game that protect you from radiation poisoning.

But the Blue Pill man will notice nothing wrong about his current situation. He will feel sick and not know why while salvaging what he can from the wasteland. Meanwhile, as a MGTOW, your Geiger-counter will be off the charts, mitigating or avoiding the dangers altogether.

The New Currency

In Fallout, wads of dollar bills are now just a novelty item, as commerce is now conducted through bottle caps. For the MGTOW out in the wasteland of modernity, his new currency is freedom (of time and space).

You see, freedom was a commodity that the Blue Pill man was willing to trade in order to acquire a family. But when the bomb is dropped on him, genuine currency is also no longer viable, as half of it is taken through divorce and then further stolen from him in installments for alimony and child support. If he’s still standing, however, he’ll have the opportunity to rebuild himself using the new currency mentioned above.

The men who struggle to self-actualize as MGTOW are the ones who still have not adopted this new market and currency, fueling their belief of dearth and destitution. Yes, the wasteland won’t offer the previous forms of entertainment you once enjoyed, but in return it offers you clarity, as one can now view the human existence in its truest form.

In Fallout, daily life is reduced to its essentials, and likewise, as a man living on his own, he naturally becomes a minimalist. Bachelorhood does protect you from the frivolous spending habits of a wife and children. But going further from this, not needing female validation will extend to disassociating from all forms of validation. The money you spend, the time you spend, the space you require and the responsibilities you are assigned are now completely genuine and solely derived from you, and not compromised from the various influences you once suffered living in the Blue Pill world.

You become successful in the wasteland as soon as you realize requiring less to live gives you more access to the truth and real happiness of life.

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Play On The Hardest Difficulty – MGTOW, No Fap and Semen Retention

A tactic I use to get the most fun out of video games these days is to simply play the game on its hardest difficulty.

It’s the fastest way to getting good at the game, and only requires one play through, as opposed to going through the normal difficulty first just to learn the ropes.

This also reflects the two ways that men become MGTOW. Many played the game on Easy Mode and followed the Blue Pill strategy guide only to get a “Game Over” screen after a divorce rape or some other betrayal by their former lover. Now they have to start a New Game, but potentially with over half of their finances cut, along with children to support (and you know how much we hate escort missions!). Is that the type of game you want to play?

The other way to join MGTOW is to instead front load all the difficulty at the beginning by reasoning that the safest and most optimal outcome for your life requires killing the former hopes and dreams you once had.

But no matter the method for getting through the Red Pill to MGTOW, somewhere along the way, it’s going to hurt.

“The sole and supreme use of suffering is to purify, to burn out all that is useless and impure. Suffering ceases for him who is pure.” – James Allen, As A Man Thinketh

Life on Hard Mode

Ronin Man, one of my favorite MGTOWs, recently published a video critiquing the practice of No-Fap, and he asked a very hard hitting question on whether guys on no fap or other retaining practices appear “peaceful.” I responded:

“It’s not about peace. It’s about self-knowledge, self-sufficiency, and self-mastery.”

It’s such a great question because the context is absolutely true. I will admit to you that I am not at all peaceful. But then again, has any of the work since taking the Red Pill been peaceful? It is an incredibly difficult task to tear down your former beliefs and personality to rebuild yourself entirely from a new core.

The goal was never peace. It’s why we took the Red Pill to begin with. We didn’t want the blissfully ignorant dream that ends in waking to a nightmare. No, we wanted the cold hard truth.

The Game That I’m Playing

One of my core hypotheses is that we function as Organic Intelligence Programs, referring to the plasticity of our brains and personalities, suggesting that with enough tinkering, we can be reprogrammed.

Of course, the body itself has its own vast intelligence. It’s our HP bar with natural strength, agility, constitution, etc. But for the majority of humans and human life itself, the body has been running the entire game.

For instance, let’s take its desire for genetic reproduction, and the institutions of love, marriage, family, and even religion, that our intelligence programs have created to protect that imperative. You take the Red Pill when you deprogram yourself from this basic operating system.

Since a few months ago, I have been asking myself “Is There More To Life Than Just Food and Sex?”, and so the exact parameters of this game that I’m playing has been to closely control and/or monitor my behavior with my No Fap/Semen Retention practice as well as my Keto/Fasting Diet.

It’s not like I was ever an over consumer on any of the things I’m currently fasting from either. I just need to satisfy this incessant curiosity to know if there truly is something greater on the other side.

We play games to be challenged, and I’ve organized my life so far to do exactly this. I honestly would not recommend someone focusing on taming both their food and sex drives at once like I am, but like I said, the hardest difficulty encourages the most growth at the fastest rate.


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Changing Class Systems

Changing my Character class is another fun thing to do to extend the play time of a game for a second run, where I would create a new character with a completely different play style. For example, the first play could have been a very vanilla, goody-two-shoes soldier archetype, but I might choose a stealthy, squirmy ranger/scoundrel for the second play through.

TFM also had a great rant on No Fap recently as well, specifically highlighting his frustration with the practice and the common occurrence of wet dreams at the end of each month. This is by far the most common wall No Fap practitioners hit during their practice.

Ironically, it disproves one of Ronin Man’s points against No Fap, that the practice is “shutting down the pipes”, which is clearly untrue if they force themselves open every now and then.

But going back to hitting the wet dream wall (wow), it truly is the point in which all pivots are made on No Fap. First off, there is disagreement on whether experiencing one counts against your streak or not. This is where men decide to either continue their training at the school of Semen Retention, or to remain as just a strictly Non-PMO organization (Porn Masturbation Orgasm).

The decision is usually guided by whether or not the practitioner is more invested in either the biological or psychological effects on No Fap. I was personally more uncomfortable with wet dreams and wanted to figure out how to stop them, and that’s what made me pursue semen retention.

However, other men suffer from a psychological drain from watching porn, and are more interested in developing healthier sex habits. The stages of which these men will set up camp outside the wall ranges from something like masturbating for a maximum of once per week only using their imagination, to no masturbation at all with release only allowed with a partner.

“Continue? Insert Coin.”

TFM couldn’t get over the wall, and so he found Celestina, his sex doll waifu, and is currently living happily ever after until her next upgrade.

But I’m not without my faults. I’ve written about my recent PMO relapse (Losing My Compass – Relapse, Desire, and Dissatisfaction on No Fap), and have also begun questioning if long-term practice is right for me.

Since then I decided to play on a harder difficulty, and this time completely cut out indulging in any pornographic or sexually stimulating content as well. Yeah, that even includes avoiding a lot of racy click-bait as well. However, I only made it to 28 days on that avenue, and contemplated on admitting I got a “Game Over” once again.

But the game wasn’t over. Not even close.

This whole time, running in the background, my semen retention streak counter has reached 45 days! I made it over the wall!

I was trying to fill up my special move bar and got upset that I missed the opportunity for a flashy finish. I wanted to reset the entire game just because I ranked up an ability in a skill tree path that’s a bit outside of my class archetype.

Role Playing

Role Playing is another tool I use to spice things up if I’m no longer interested in a standard play through.

In Monster Hunter, I made a female character who is only allowed to use light weapons. In Fallout 4, I didn’t pick up any loot when I first started until it made narrative sense to start collecting junk and eating meat from the irradiated animals.

I was doing the same with No-Fap. I can’t say my 12 years of watching porn hasn’t altered my sexual interests. Unfortunately, my belief in the brain’s plasticity has backfired on me. I believe I’ve been reprogrammed towards a certain fetish and want to see if there’s a possibility to return to original factory settings.

Man, that’s one hell of a side quest. And this is exactly why I say I give out “Red Pills that are out of this world.” I’m willing to believe and experiment on very esoteric practices.

I shouldn’t be watching porn anyway, because it could end up interfering with my progress on semen retention. But I just want to clarify how I’m tweaking my difficulty settings on No Fap.

I’m running two simultaneous counters: one for semen retention, and another for No-PMO, where an infraction on any of the letters in the acronym results in a reset for that counter.

Min Maxing

Min Maxing is a character building strategy used in RPG games in which a player sacrifices (minimizes) growth in certain stat blocks in order to emphasize (maximizing) their strengths to produce overwhelming effects compared to more balanced characters.

In my opinion, this is MGTOW. We’ve ceased putting points into the marriage/dating/society skill trees, and are completely invested into other areas of personal development.

Sometimes, the game can feel like it’s really hard, but that’s because we still don’t understand how to play with this new class archetype. Some men want to dual class with having a girlfriend without marrying, or purple pill. Others go full monk, or sub-class with pump and dump, etc.

When we experience hardships during our transformation into the MGTOW lifestyle, we must consider what our characters will look like at max level. The Blue Piller chose the easy path with the standard ending, only if he can somehow avoid the final boss (divorce rape). But going MGTOW is like getting the DLC expansion pack; new maps, skills, and alternate endings.

But those first few levels on MGTOW mode are brutal. Absolutely brutal. For a while it felt like you were just spinning your wheels, replaying the same level over and over again (red pill rage) while the Blue Pill men were leveling up.

But the true sweetness that is earned from a play through on these sorts of games on the highest difficulty is not just the satisfaction in taking the road less traveled, but taking the challenging task so difficult that it forces you to improve to levels beyond what was previously foreseeable. Effectively, the game itself begins to disappear, because victory for any man who goes his own way is ultimate and imminent. You begin to realize the true battle has always between you and your former self, and any of your perceived limitations.

This is what playing on Hard Mode is. That’s what it takes to become a Champion.

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Robot Music Vol.9002 [Mixtape Review]

If you’ve been watching my BitChute and YouTube videos, you would already know 99% of the music in the background is sourced from one artist, Chad Marco, so I couldn’t be happier for my first album review to be his latest Robot Music Vol.9002 mixtape.

Normies GTFO

Chad Marco is a rapper, but the main draw is that his target audience are NEETs (No Education Employment or Training) and other loser-adjacent groups, and the album does a great service in sympathizing with the common themes experienced in those circles, specifically the insecurities regarding sex, women, depression, out-casting from society, and many other one-off variety moments unique to the NEET/Virgin lifestyle.

It’s a feels-inducing, anime referencing, meme-laced production, backed by incredibly competent, dynamic, and layered musical composition.

As I’ve stated earlier, I regularly use his instrumentals for my videos, so it’s really great to finally hear the rap lyrics that the tracks were intended for.

WARNING: If you are unfamiliar with 4chan culture, this album is not for you, and I highly suggest you turn back now.

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The Review Process

Like Jay Z, I’m also a believer that you can’t review an album after just one day. Luckily for me, Chad Marco released all the tracks as singles well in advance, and simply assorted them, added a few new thematic skits and interludes in between, and slapped a community-sourced album cover on it all to complete the project.

Unfortunately, my much better headphones broke, so I’m currently using some Beats earphones. I have listened to the album seven times so far, and I made sure to isolate myself in my room, in bed with eyes closed, to really immerse myself into the music.

Part I

Chad stated in his podcast that he intentionally front-loaded the album with most of his strongest material at the beginning to hook listeners in, and you can’t ask for a better intro than “9002”. Lyrically, it covers all the themes laid out in the album, but is a powerful standalone track as well. Marco described being insecure on the possibility of not being able to top the intro he had for his previous mixtape, and so “9002” appears very focused to deliver, with an air of angst and anticipation.

It’s like being strapped in and forced with an injection; “9002” is that initial adrenaline shot, but suddenly, after the silence and upon the opening notes of the next song, you realize the drug isn’t so bad after all.

Immediately following is “Couldn’t Say Hello”, with the catchiest hook on the album and my nomination for “Most Likely Radio single.” It’s a feels track but it’s playful, and Marco finishes the 3-hit combo with “Chad Thundercock, Pt. 2”, which deserves to be listened to rather than described here, making it the peak of the “high” as it’s lyrical perspective is the most topsy turvy.

“Orbit” serves as a ramp down. It’s light on the feels, bringing the listener back to earth with an actual portrayal of an average (or below) male’s interactions with women, and Marco doubles down with the subsequent “Rejection (Skit)”. I love how the editing makes it feel like a one sided conversation, and along with the stalking background music, it leaves me with a feeling of isolation that transitions quite expertly into “I Love To Cry”, and it’s the first dive into the deeper and darker emotions his rap genre specializes in exploring.

After that, it’s a complete emotional spirit quest through the Valley of Virginity with “Cashier Girl” and “Little Black Dick” back to back, and “INFP” and the “Do You Know That Feel (Interlude)” are the double taps to make sure you stay down in the darkness. That said, you must be reminded that although the content can be heavy it is delivered with quite the finesse. It’s self-deprecating and not depressed exposition.

The turn starts at “INFP”, where the speaking character starts to retreat deeper into himself. The former feelings of desire for “Stacy” that dominated the previous tracks has dissipated with his all encompassing lethargy. Ironically, the world becomes bigger even though the song is about staying in his room all day, as the character’s emotional conundrums extend to a greater feeling of separateness from many others in society and not just from feeling rejected by attractive women.

And so we begin our descent into Clown World.


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#11 Clown World

At 5.1k views, “Clown World” is Chad Marco’s biggest hit since “Ballad of Kentray Brown Pt. 1”, which came out over a year ago, and it is well deserved. The track benefits from being the 2nd most recently published before the completion of the mixtape, allowing “Clown World” to be one of it’s top tracks in terms of production skill.

Part II

I also have to complement the placement of “Clown World” in the track list, as it comes on the halfway point, and it’s darker tone does signal the beginning of a much more mature themed Part II of the album.

“Clown World” is a brutal inversion of the climax of negative emotions experienced at the end of Part I, and it’s now projected to all of the outside world. It’s the acceptance that although the character is massively flawed, so is the rest of society. Truly from the eyes of a Beautiful One, perched above the crumbling mouse utopia.

But once again, don’t get lost in my description. It’s another well-crafted chorus, and although “Couldn’t Say Hello” would be my radio single, “Clown World” and it’s bumping bass got it made into a music video by a fan (which is deleted now, RIP).

Moving on, “Piss Bottles” and “Rather See You Die” are the darkest, most especially, and feature exactly the type of raw, locked-away, dark-dimension thought processes only available on 4chan, which is precisely what we came here to see. Listener discretion is heavily advised.

Part II just moves differently. It’s more confident, and intellectual, and covers a larger variety of topics, but paced extremely well to never have the listener linger for too long in one particular head-space.

The beats on “Clown World” and “Piss Bottles” are more minimalist to introduce the listener into this inverted plane, but the volume picks up on “Kentray Brown 1”, which is a feels track with some fight to it, and Part 2 right afterwards is the loudest track on the mixtape. However, that resulting fire is then simmered down with a timely inclusion of a chuckle-worthy Android vs. iPhone rant on the “Bullying Rant (Skit)”.

The murderous intentions of “Rather See You Die” are followed up by the hilarious meme intro for Chicken Tendies in “Dinner With The Folks” (God damn it why am I still laughing about it again?! LOL 😆)

“5 Out of 10” is an experimental space in between, but serves as a slow ramp up to the last masculine hurrah in “Herbivore Male” before “No Singles Allowed” winds everything down with a feels track to close the mixtape out full circle.

Critiques

Everyone has their strengths, and weaknesses. Marco can rap and produce, but he has admitted he struggles with singing. I feel Marco strayed too far from the safe zone on “Cashier Girl” and “Little Black Dick”.

But here’s the thing, the singing works really well on later tracks like “Rather See You Die”, “Dinner With The Folks” and “No Singles Allowed” because the melodies are more somber, which reflects the tone Marco is able to achieve with his singing ability. On “Die” and “Singles” specifically, Marco syncs up directly with specific notes that support his singing, rather than the dissonance felt on the weaker singing tracks I mentioned before. Also, the singing sections are presented much later in the songs, and are far more digestible (or forgivable) after being showcased with Marco’s obvious stronger strength in rapping.

Special Mentions

#17 Dinner With The Folks

My NEET phase that began after being suspended from college only lasted a year, so unfortunately I wasn’t deep enough in the game to recognize the luxurious comforts referenced in “Piss Bottles”.

But I do get “Dinner With The Folks” for sure. Society is set up in such a cookie-cutter way:

Do well at school, get a job, raise a family. That’s it. Any deviation from that and you’re a fuck up and never treated as a complete individual until you get there.

“Dinner With The Folks” is about the shame one feels about themselves while they are under their family’s incessant attempts at reprogramming and the growing distance and disappointment that results in struggling to meet those standards.

#19 Herbivore Male

Ahhh, my favorite track on the album. Yes, I admit my bias, as it is a blatant MGTOW anthem, especially with the extremely clever Sandman sample, but it is also the track that introduced me to Chad Marco’s music.

It’s timing is perfect at #19, almost signaling a maturation of the formerly frustrated virgin who now prefers the solace of smoking weed over women. “Herbivore Male” is a truly confident and cathartic release. It hurts me that it’s only about two minutes.

If I’m not mistaken, Chad forgot to upload the instrumental version as well, so for that I’ve given this song legendary status.

#20 No Singles Allowed

The final track on the mixtape. Marco claims this track was thrown together, mostly just for the meme the title is referring to, but it results in a really minimalist, laid-back vibe that was perfect to closing out the album.

At 5:06 minutes, it’s the longest track of the bunch, and with enough sleepy bass notes and space waves to really bring the listener back down to equilibrium after a more energetic second half of the album. Doubly so, as the content of “No Singles Allowed” is a return to form back into the feels.

The synth solo that plays alongside the fade out of the song is somber but lively enough to jolt along to. You can actually hear Marco’s voice strain in the emotional ending of his lyrics for the song. But still, the song makes an amazing outro, because despite those intense feels, even a lonely virgin NEET can find at least a few hours of the day to find a good, comfy movie to watch and escape to.

Now that shit is Kino.

See you on the Far Side… – Monk Moon Base

P.S. I can rap and sing decent enough too. If we ever collab one day, let’s name the project Virgin Sun Chad Moon.

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MGTOW Is Not The Means, But The End (Immortal Mindz Response)

The following article is a series of responses to a comment chain found from this video:

Of all the MGTOW videos in my favorites playlist, I feature Immortal Mindz (AKA Soul Immortal) the most.

The man is a wizard of the mind, a monk mode expert, and esoteric philosopher. I think very few other MGTOW will be able to comprehend or convey the significance of walking the solitary path. Soul once compared it to Santiago leaving Fatima in The Alchemist.

But to Soul, Monk Mode is only a temporary journey. While I don’t believe he will ever re-marry, he has created a potential blind spot for future dating with his 95/5 categorization of women.

This “virtuous woman” (aka NAWALT) occupies 5% of the total female population. However, he has stated that in modern times, the actual population the average man has access to is at or below 1% , as the other women in the 5% category currently belong to mostly isolated communities like the Amish, African Tribes, the Nunnery, etc.

Since the beginning, Soul has always been a believer in “raising one’s vibration” and Positive Thinking, and he claims that as soon as he spoke his 95/5 theory into existence, he suddenly began to see more of these favorable women appear in his life.

Now here’s the danger. Soul could very well be a Monk for the rest of his life, so he can simply observe and spout these theories without any harm to himself, and even if he leaves Monk Mode, he still has a wealth of experience to draw from, but his followers might not share the same level of sophistication. Men very early in their stages of rebuilding during the MGTOW Red Pill may cling towards any rationalization they can to keep women on a pedestal and never go down the lone road of the Monk.

Last year he made a new YouTube channel, and since then, more women and purple pill men have been occupying the comments section. I salute the man, but Iron Sharpeneth Iron, as he said, and so I must deem that his space is no longer a MGTOW refuge.

The Comment Chain

Charl was among other MGTOW men still stuck in the red-pill rage phase, and cases like him are why I decided to make MGTOW content, because there is a great lack of Monk Mode content available for those men to envision a productive path forward.

General MGTOW does do incredibly well with enlightening men on the pitfalls of dating and relationships, but it’s Monk Mode MGTOW that illuminates the path of self-actualization that comes after that.

If Charl had followed people within my circle, he would have learned that after taking the Red Pill, the best thing to look forward to is yourself, your own freedom, and the new possibilities for growth within your character.

Stranahan was correct to say that Charl is in the beginning stage of Red Pill, specifically the bargaining phase of the grief cycle, and needs to work on self-love because even though he has a desire for self-improvement, his focus is still outward on finding this 5% NAWALT.

The method he is employing to find her is also questionable, and it’s the exact sort of Positive Thinking tactics I said Immortal Mindz’ followers would find themselves in trouble with.

Soul did develop the 95/5 concept from the observations of healthier relationships from older men and women and combining it with his own experience, but Soul himself is of an older generation.

For the younger guys, this <1% NAWALT population is shrinking by the day.

Listen, I’ve read As A Man Thinketh. I absolutely love the quote “Man does not attract that which he wants, he attracts that which he is.” However, I don’t think it applies when you are trying to attract people, because people have much more personal agency than to be treated like objects in this way, and besides that, there is no guarantee that when you raise your vibration you won’t end up attracting the wrong type of people in your direction that may want to steal energy from you instead of building on it.


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Soul has always said that women are never meant to be pursued, only attracted. But if a man enters cocoon mode for the sole intent of later attracting a worthy mate, I will go as far to say that his pursuit of women has never ended; It remained as a spiritual longing even though it temporarily ceased in the physical.

Even when told of the possibilities of a fulfilling life outside of relationships, Charl’s response still revolves around women. His future depends on the quality of women available, and not solely on the quality of man he wants to become. This is the key difference between all the shades of blue and red pill, and the man that has decided to go monk.

This is why I say MGTOW is above Red Pill.

Red Pill is simply the knowledge of female nature, but MGTOW is about your own nature, possibly extending to all of nature, and the road to mastering it.


You don’t have to be celibate to be considered MGTOW. We’re not in the business of denying men of their comforts and privileges; we’re about maximizing personal freedom. Some of us men have realized that relationships with women could be a compromise to that freedom. It has absolutely nothing to do with having the strength or weakness to engage with women.

There is absolutely nothing pathetic about a formerly married man admitting that after his divorce and finding MGTOW, he has had his fill with women and now wants to move on to living a solitary life. I can’t even begin to describe how distorted your views must be look down on a man like this. Even if you meant for this label to only be extended to never-married men, it’s still wrong to associate a man’s self worth to his relations with women.

It was at this point that I decided to contribute to the discussion, and specifically call out the 95/5 as yet another fancy packaging for the NAWALT blue pill.

The reasons I wanted him to reply specifically after he moved in with his unicorn were because:

  1. That’s what I expect a Blue Pill man to do.
  2. I suspected he hasn’t found his 5% yet; it was food for thought.

Men and women are fundamentally different, and that’s why I implied there will be some level of maintenance, which can also extend to compromise. It’s called a sexual marketplace for a reason, for the fact that it denotes the interactions of men and women are always involving some form of exchange.

It’s just economics. No amount of positive thinking is going to change the fact that we live in a world of limited resources. Your time, freedom, and youth, are all limited resources. Everything has an opportunity cost.

I will close with wise words from Immortal Mindz:

Many of these men who are letting go of MGTOW will unfortunately be returning to just another shade of Blue Pill. You must go deeper, separate much further, to realize true elevation and clarity awarded only to the lucky few that choose to purse the path of a MGTOW Monk.

See you on the motherfuckin’ Far Side… and I’m out.


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